Taktau la kenapa rasa geram. Nak jerit boleh?

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Haaa dah lega. Ok bai!

p/s: Istighfar banyak2 patutnye... Astaghfirullahal'azim

Dulu.

20tahun dulu.

Zaman kanak-kanak.

Zaman tanpa dosa.

Zaman yang terlalu takut jika Allah murka

Walaupun hakikatnya, anak kecil bebas dosa

"Awak, tak baik la buat macam tu. Allah marah"
"Awak,tak baik tipu. Tipu dosa, masuk api neraka"
"Awak, jangan cakap 'aku', nanti datang hantu paku". Eh? 😂

Kini.

Zaman yang terlalu banyak buat Allah murka.

Walaupun hakikatnya, dosa dah berganda-ganda.

Sedar. Tapi tak bertindak.

Susah?

Mestilah! Nak dapat syurga memang pahit. Sebab.. syurga tu kan manis?

"Kalau orang kata nak buang tatu di kulit tu sakit, nak buang tatu dosa di hati tu lagi perit" - Hlovate

25????? Seriously ????? Haha buat buat tak percaya plakkk. Yeahh. Just turned 25 on 11.11.14 .. so skrg ni dah faham lah kannn maksud nama blog ak nie.. hihi. Ayat bajet ramai yg bace. Padahal kau sndiri tulis,kau jugak bace. Berangannn haha.

Alhamdulillah,banyak doa yg diterima. Tq sgt2 for all the wishes n du'a. Dah tua2 nie x celebrate dah la. Plan nak buat kek besday sndiri.. merangkap kek besday adik bongsu yg jatuh pd 4 nov.. a week earlier than mine.. tp. Tu la.. xterbuat lg sbb aritu g beli bahan,ade plak yg out of stock kt bakery tu.ceit. xpela dik.. nnt la akak kau nie buat. Haha

Ade gak yg lupa besday ak, then subuh2 esoknya tros wasep, wish n kate lupa. Ade gak yg baru wish hari nie. Haha. Bagus gak la kalau org lupa. Tu bermakna, xramai ingat hari ak menjadi lebih tua. Makanyaaaaaaaa... ak mudaaa sentiasa. Kekekekekeke.
Tp org2 yg lupa wish tula yg paling ditunggu2 wish nyee. Nasib baik wish jugak. Kalau x,sedih la kite. Hahahaha. Tq koranggg 😘

Harap2 tahun nie last sambut besday sbg seorang 'cik'. Ehhh dahh berangan pulak.. kbai!

p/s: doakannn ;)

Salam.. woww.. this is my first post for 2014! waaaaaa hahaha. It's already october kottt. It's gonna end soon tp ak bru start buat entry utk 2014. Bz beno le kekononnye. hihi. Alaa lgpon, sndiri tulis utk sndiri bace je. plus, untuk sorg follower kesayangan nie je..hihi.. Hai Hajar! Bile laaa kite dpt jmpe ek..

How time flies. Lots n lots of things happened for these 10 months. Drpd ak jd ckgu ganti kt skolah rendah dpn rumah for 7months (Oct 13 - May 14).. Sampai la dipanggil interview utk first and 2nd stage mase bulan 3 aritu.. Sampai la kena mengajar bebudak asasi utk satu sem tp last stage interview tak jugak settle2 lagi.. n bbrp kwn dah berubah status kottt dlm 10 month nie. Aii.. kawan2 berubah status.. aku tak berubah ke?? hahahaha.

 InsyaAllah, jodoh tu rahsia Allah. yg penting, kalau nak yang terbaik, kena jadi yang terbaik dulu.. tak gitu? Beriye memilih nak mcm tu.. nk mcm nie.. diri sndiri tu.. perfect sgt ke? Sendiri pon tunggang langgang.. ade hati nak jadi isteri orang. haha. So skrg nie ak tgh dlm proses ubah diri jd lebih baik.. Bukan sekarang je.. Dah dari dulu lagi kann usaha nak berubah , siap ada entry pasal 'ubah' lagi. Tapi,ye la kan.. iman turun naik.. Usaha tu penting. Jangan asik pikir ape siape cemane jodoh yg kite dpt nnt. Tp fokus kt diri sendiri.. mcm mane jodoh yg kite inginkan, mcm tu la kite kena jadi.. Tak payah pening2 pikir sape jodoh kita. Tu semua kerja Allah. Yang penting kita usaha.. Camne nak usaha tu? Kapel ke?? NO NO NO! Pantang betul ak mende kapel2 nie haha. Nie la cara usahanya. Perbaiki diri dulu. Doa banyak2.. InsyaAllah.. Bila sampai masanya, akan smooth je.. Semoga Allah redha.. :)

Eh macam melalut je kann yg atas tuu hahah. Ckp psl kwn berubah status, ak lak yg over. Hahahaha. Sebak kottt.. Sebab bestfriend ak dah kawin! haha. Tapi nasib baik dia kawin ngn kwn aku jugak. Same skolah dlu.. So xde la rse kehilangan sgt sbb xsegan pon kalau nak mintak permission ajak die jalan2. hihi. Plus, mase diorg ade problem mse tgh berkawan2 dlu, suami die tu cari aku kottt meluahkan. n mintak tlg ak settlekn prblem diorg.. Wahh ak nie mmg patut jd dr love agaknye.  Frust beno gaya die dulu. Kesian betul. Tapi Alhamdulillah, kalau dah memang tertulis itu la jodohnye.. Mcm mane pon tetap dpt jugak. I'm happy for u, Bella. Dari zaman sekolah dulu, kau laaa yg selalu ade ngn aku. Susah senang.  Hihi berani tulis sini je sbb die tak bace.. haha. 

Rasenye entry kali nie.. Mcm ak sum up everything. Seriously mmg sgt banyak yg berlaku sepanjang 2014 nie. Alhamdulillah, terima kasih Allah untuk segalanya. Ujian kesenangan, ujian kesusahan, semuanya berharga sgt utk aku. Sepanjang 2014 nie juga ak ditemukan dengan insan2 yg baik, yg banyak membantu, menegur, menyedarkan n mcm2 lagi la. Pergi ke mane2 pon, Alhamdulillah dipermudahkan.. Sebab ak yakin, ak x sorang2. Allah ade dengan aku. Tengah mcm pening2 fikir solution, tup2 dtg satu pertolongan, n then satu lg pertolongan. Mmg dipermudahkan sgt2 segala perjalanan ak. Yang penting, yakin kite nie x sorg2. Selalu bergantung harap pd Allah. Mintak pd DIA.. Rasa susah ke, senang ke, semua mengadu pd DIA. Terima kasih sgt2 Ya ALLAH.. even ak pon selalu je lagha, Allah tetap ade bila ak memerlukan.. :')

Ok lah.. mcm dah panjanggggg sgt je nie. hihi. till we meet again.. daa! :)

Assalamualaikum. Wow banyaknye sawang kt blog nie. Bersihkan cecepat bersihkan cecepat. hahaha. Emm rsenye xde nak ngapdet ape sgt lah. Sajo nak bagitau abang sadooo. Eh tak tak. Saje nak bagi nmpk tak bersawang. Nak cakap pasal bukus bukus yg baru dibeli. Plural kan, kena la ade s gitu. Kalau entry dulu, buat lepas demam, smpi silap2 tulis. Nak tulis dinner jd lunch. Apo bondo lahh smpi ke situ silapnye. Skrg pon baru baik demam jugak ngiahahaha. Almaklumla org banyak dosa, jd sakit tu adalah kafarah dosa. Alhamdulillah, thanx Allah bg aku nikmat sakit :) Ouhh td kate nak ckp psl buku kan? Aaa tu jelah. Next entry bru update psl buku2 tu. Skrg suda ngantok, mata ada mauuu tutup tutup gitu. K, till then, babai. Assalamualaikum ;)

Lately nie, selalu sangat2 down. Sbb banyak sgt benda jadi. Ujian, Allah bagi. untuk kita lebih kuat sebenarnya. N setiap ujian kesusahan yg kita hadapi, Allah akan kurniakan kita dengan kebaikan, later. Cuma kita je yg selalu xnampak. Tak reti nak bersyukur kannn. So nampak yg tak elok jela. Astaghfirullah. Patutlah Allah kata sgt sedikit org yg bersyukur, n beruntung lah kita kalau tergolong dlm golongan yg sedikit itu.. So kesah sebenonye mcm nie. td, tgh godak2 twitter, nampak Vlogger Aiman Azlan tweet pasal 10 Ways to Make the Rest of Today Amazing. Then die bg link. Ak pon bukak laa. n ak rase, yeahh u really make me feel amazing with your entry. hahah kemainnn. k la xnk ckp banyak. meh bace mehh. Ak share ngn korg eh. Selamat membaca n mempraktikkannyeeee :D

http://www.marcandangel.com/2013/09/24/10-ways-to-make-the-rest-of-today-amazing/

POST WRITTEN BY: ANGEL CHERNOFF

10 Ways to Make the Rest of Today Amazing

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The beginning is always now.

No matter what the history of your day has entailed thus far, the rest of your day depends on what you do right now.  Write it on your heart that the rest of today is going to be amazing.  Here are some ideas to help you make it so:

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1.  Loosen your grip.

Trying to micromanage every little thing every moment is stressful.  Life should be touched, not strangled.    Sometimes you’ve got to relax and let life happen without incessant worry and micromanagement.

Starting now, let go before you squeeze too tight.  Take a deep breath.  When the dust settles and you can once again see the forest for the trees, take the next step forward.  You don’t have to know exactly where you’re going every single second to be headed somewhere great.  Everything in life is in perfect order whether you understand it yet or not.  It just takes some time to connect all the dots.

2.  Focus forward.

You can’t go back to how things were, or how you thought they were supposed to be.  All you really have is now.  The smartest thing you can control in life is your reaction to what’s beyond your control.  Dwelling on negativity from the past simply contributes to its power.  So stop focusing on what happened and start focusing on what’s going to move you forward.

Everyone’s life has positive and negative aspects – whether you’re happy and successful or not depends greatly on which aspects you focus on.  The best thing you can do now is to let go of what you can’t control, and invest your energy in the things you can.

3.  Check one lingering task off your to-do list.

Putting something off instantly makes it harder and scarier.  What you don’t start today won’t be finished by tomorrow; and there’s nothing more stressful than the perpetual lingering of an unfinished task.

You know that thing you’ve been meaning to do, but you keep putting it off and it keeps nagging at you from the back of your mind.  Stop the nagging by taking action now!  (Read Getting Things Done.)

4.  Spend an hour working on something that moves you.

When you strike that fine balance between the challenge of an activity and your skill at performing it, when the rhythm of your work feels in sync with your purpose, when you know that what you’re doing makes a difference, you become absorbed in the task at hand to the point where time ceases to exist.  This is what true passion and happiness feels like.

So is there anything you do on a regular basis that makes you forget what time it is?

On your average day, flow experiences like these are those flashes of intense living when you’re engrossed in a meaningful task that makes you feel more alive.  These optimal experiences can happen when you’re engaged in work, paid or unpaid, that move you.  Work like this is something you should be pursuing for at least an hour on a daily basis.

5.  Try something totally new.

Step out of your comfort zone and try something totally new.  What have you wondered about doing, but haven’t had the courage or time to try?  Aim for something small that you can accomplish in an hour or less.  It can be a whole new activity or just a small experience, such as talking to a stranger.

Variety truly is the spice of life.  You can see or do something a million times, but you can only see or do it for the first time once.  As a result, first time experiences often lift our sprits and our consciousness.

So what’s new to YOU?

6.  Help someone smile.

There is no exercise better for the improvement of our world than reaching down on a daily basis to lift someone up.  Don’t wait for people to smile.  Show them how.  Do something nice for someone who has no way of paying you back.  Do it because you can, and because it makes the world a happier place.

When you make a positive impact in someone else’s life, you also make a positive impact in your own life.  Do something that’s greater than you – something that helps someone else to be happy or to suffer less.  I promise, it will be an extremely rewarding experience.  And your small gesture just might touch a wound that only kindness can heal.  (Read The Happiness Project.)

7.  Spend time with a friend who improves you.

You can go through life and make new friends every year – every month practically – but there is no substitute for the few who truly improve you.  These aren’t the people who are simply nice to you; they’re the ones who help you uncover the things that are holding you back.  In subtle ways, they bring ideas to your attention that change your life.  These friends don’t just sit beside you unknowingly; they shake your world up, reveal your obstacles and weaknesses, and remain a part of your life because they care.

Friends like this are the most important people you will ever meet because they tear down the invisible walls you have built in your mind.  In other words, they come into your life and reveal new, valuable layers of yourself that you would never have discovered without them.

Spend some time chatting with one of these people today.

8.  Muse on life’s goodness.

You deserve some time every day in which worries don’t get in the way of your happiness.  Moments when, even if some people are insensitive or unkind around you, you’re not going to mind because you realize that the blessings you have received are far greater than the burdens you are dealing with.  You can create time like this for yourself today.  There is power in positivity.

Think about the goodness.  Be grateful for all the blessings you already have.  We often take for granted the very things that most deserve our gratitude.  What if you gave someone a gift and they neglected to thank you for it?  Would you be likely to give them another one?  The daily events in your life respond the same way.  In order to attract more of the blessings that life has to offer, you must be grateful for what you already have.

9.  Give yourself some “me time.”

Yes, you have battles out in the world to fight, insecurities to overcome, loved ones to contend with, and goals to achieve, but a break from it all is necessary.  It’s perfectly healthy to pause and let the world spin without you for a while.

Go ahead and set aside some “me time” to be alone with your own thoughts today.  Enjoy the space between the commotions.  Say nothing, think quietly, just be and breathe.  Give yourself an opportunity to discover who you really are, and to figure out why you truly are always alone… and why that’s perfectly OK.  (Marc and I discuss this in more detail in the “Self-Love” and “Happiness” chapters of “1,000 Little Things Happy, Successful People Do Differently.”)

10.  Be right here, right now.

I purposely left this point for last because it perfectly encompasses all the previous points.  Be present.  It’s being here now that’s important.  Don’t let your life slip by.  Pay attention to what’s happening in and around you; don’t just hurry through to the next thing.

You can’t stop the future.  You can’t rewind the past.  The only way to live is to press play.  So instead of dwelling on what happened earlier today, or worrying about what might happen later on, just practice being and living in this moment.  This moment, after all, is the only time guaranteed to you.  Right now is all there ever truly is.  Right now is life.  Open your eyes so you don’t miss it.

Afterthoughts

You are a work in progress; which means you get there a little at a time, not all at once.  The rest of today is a brand new day – a fresh start.  Replace negativity with positivity.  Think happy thoughts.  Exercise your mind and body.  Healthy is happy.  Inspire yourself.  Create.  Laugh.  Run.  Play.  Love.  Learn.  Give someone a compliment.  Perform a random act of kindness.  Take a chance on an idea you believe in.

You have the opportunity to do these things every single day – to make the necessary changes and slowly become the person you want to be.  You just have to decide to do it.  Decide that today is the day.  Say it: “This is going to be my day, starting now!”

Your turn…

What would you add to the list?  What’s one way to make the rest of today amazing?  Leave a comment below and share your thoughts.

Photo by: Paul Bica

We, really need to change. Errr kenape pulak? emmm maksudnye,kite, kena sntiase ade azam nak berubah...ke arah yg lebih baik. Mati bila2. Akhirat kekal selamanya. Kalau xnk usaha untuk jadi lebih baik,xpe. kalau mati esok lusa, jangan cari saya! haha. Well, easier said than done. Tapi... where there is a will, there is a way. kannnn... So?? Usaha la!

Tak  kisah lah resultnye cepat or lambat. The main point is, usaha! Bagi yang single mingle mcm saya, nak dapat pasangan yg baik tak?? nak tak nak tak?? haha. kalau nak, kita kena usaha untuk jadi baik dulu, then kita akan dapat yg baik. Allah dah janji kann,, lelaki yang baik, untuk perempuan yang baik n vice versa.

So... jom kita berusaha sama-sama! Moga Allah redha :)